Apologies to my Readers

So Lots has gone on since i last wrote and that seems to be a recurring statement from me. Sorry about that. So i'll update fast. I got a job on my own working with Abercrombie and Fitch. I did that in like April maybe the end of March. Around the 28th of June, my cousin who was about six months younger than me was murdered. That was a tragic event in our family because it was such a shock and everything happened so fast. That same week i got another job working at the church book store, Seagull Book. Now what's going on is i have one more week working with Abercrombie and only working with the book store now. I am trying to get myself busy with church stuff but feeling overwhelmed with negative stuff right now. I am feeling lost sorta, or better described for how im feeling is dis-organized. My car is in the shop and broke down sorta on my way home from one job and TOTALLY made me have a huge emotional melt down. I started crying on the phone to my best friends husband. I was lashing out at people i love and making no sense of anything i was saying cause i couldn't be understood, with all the tears. Now i have had to learn how to drive a stick from the car that Jake let me borrow. I will be going to girls camp as a leader next week after we have the YSA state conference at the temple this weekend. That should be fun and not so stressful. The day after i get home i will be starting school again after i have had some issues with that as well adding to everything.

Thats the big news the rest is small and unimportant. I will be trying to keep up with this better now that school is getting back in soon.

Have a good week or so and ill write after camp if not sooner.

Issue 21 8-2-09