Lots to talk about and not enough time!

Yeah Lots has been going on but i have been so busy and stressed out that i haven't had the time or the desire to get it all out there on the web. Those who i talk to in person better know and understand. But here i go with trying....
So my boss left and after that basically all the top management people left as well. Then there have been a couple of close days here at work where people thought we were going to walk out that day and it was going to be the end of it all. This last Friday was that day for a lot of people. There is a wind down crew of about 90 people. My mom being one of them. They where originally told they could be there till February. Friday those who where left in the building at lunch time went to a meeting only to hear the the C.E.O. and C.F.O. of the company were resigning. So there was no management at all. So as of Friday last week i have been unemployed. I think it would be alright but the economy SUCKS! Not too many places are hiring and so im like kinda depressed because i need the income to pay for the things i need. I do have health insurance till December so that is good but i think i should get on my own. I really feel that i need to do my own thing. and I think this is the time to do it. I just don't want to because i don't think i can afford to do all these things that are now being laid on me as an adult. I want to be that, don't get me wrong. I just hoped things would kinda be eased into a bit, instead of thrust apon me. But it's life and i can't control that so im trying to do my best and remain happy!

Friday we were also told that the creditor commity is trying to force Mervyn's to take chapter 7 Bankruptsy. If they do that, no one gets paid for the last two weeks (that is still left) and they dont get Cobra, severence, vacation pay. Actual employees of Mervyn's can do unemployment. I can't. We find out this Thursday or Friday the results of the court hearing that has the final desicion. Please keep us in your prayers that it will all work out and me and mom can both find close jobs that are good.

Anyway It's Halloween time around here and on any free time i had up to this point i was going out with Jake to parties with our church Singles Ward. This next week he will be leaving for a bit to do a new job. It's something thats needed but we are both dreading it. I don't want to be alone again, I know i can do it, i Just don't like it. I will be supportive cause it's something he wants and needs for income so ill go with it but it will definatly make or brake things. But on my first free day with nothing to do work wise i need to go and get things done to help mom and start looking in the work force. So i'll talk to you later!

Issue 17 10-28-08